Isaiah 53:3
I love people so deeply Make them my chosen family For them to show they were only using me Don’t care to discard me Talk down to me Narcissism always finds me Have to remind myself these are powers and principalities But it hurts that it’s always the vessels closest to me Hugging me one day then twisting the knife smiling Feel like it’s always confirming They only love me When they pull the strings Always having to cut loose And go back to being lonely Seeking God to console me Bc He was acquainted with this kind of grief the only One who loves me purely Won’t forsake me Help me to forgive and love them like you did Jesus For they know not how they hurt me