martyr militancy

 July 6th, 3:05 am


After quality time with my Creator


Evil powers and principalities

are scared of my militancy

Bc I am a mighty and valiant warrior in Gods army 

But don't get it twisted

my weapons aren't concrete

they are mighty in God

for exposing deception

taking every lie into captivity

breaking bondage with the truth that sets us free

No question, test, or challenge can trap me

when I lean on the Lord's word

not my own understanding

The devil wants so bad to steal kill and destroy from me

but the Lord is my defender

He arms me

Makes me impenetrable to the enemy

And He's getting ready to restore and redeem everything

I fight with boldness bc

I already have the victory

Just here to let the Lord fight through me

Not with bombs and bullets

But the sword of the Spirit

And the fire in my bones

that can't be contained or controlled

I speak it out so it can catch wildfire in the hearts of His people

returning them to their First Love

I pray God molds me into a martyr

Father choose and prepare me for the ring

It'd be an honor to lay down my life serving the people

Like my King



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