secret intercessor

this is the last thing I'm gonna write about you

you were the first muse

I ever gave a poem to

I finally figured out my final words for you

in one of your songs you talked about how no one prays for you

and I just wanted to put out there that

I still do...

for your healing

your happiness

your family 

and future family too


sincerely your forever, 

secret intercessor

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